Chinese New Year

Mi...how are you doing...?

I couldn't give you a lot of money...

I'm sorry...are you happy right now ?

Have you found someone already ?

I still missed you so much...

I never been with anyone until now...

I kept my promise to you...

Until death do us apart.

If you are happy...I'm happy for you here...

I will cry my joy tears out for you...

If my sorrow can bring you happiness...

Then it's okay...let it be.

I love you mi...always...you're my lost soul.

My sworn words for you to remember

I like you
I love you
I will only love you
I will never leave you
You are my everything

I miss you
I cried only for you
I only want to use my life to love you
I always love you,just stop showing it
I care about you
I'm always a paranoid when it comes about you

I always pray for us,it just didn't get answered
I always pray for you to come back to me,It didn't get answered too
I asked God to ease my pain,just let me die,it didn't get answered too
I asked God to made me stupid,to erase all my memories,It didn' get answered

But thank God...
He is answering me for praying to make you happy and suffer no more
I'm fine this way,as long as you're happy
I will try to be a mindless person not to think about you

I can't hide it...

I miss you so much
So much...
I can't hold it anymore
Please stop my tears...

This is worse than death
This feeling i'm bearing with me
Is so tough
It keeps hurting me and bleed my heart out

I never in so much pain for anything...
Losing you is like losing my whole identity
I don't even know who i am
What is my purpose for living

Misyu misyu...
Laupho...I always love you...

It's Hurt Here

It hurts here, it keeps hurting
Medicine is not helping
If I hold that familiar hand,
I think it will be a little better

Why did you say that?
You used to say that you can't live without me
Don't you at least need to pretend to comfort me before you leave?

It hurts here, because of our ended love, love
These tears fall so my heart is bruised
It really hurts a lot even if I touch it a little
In my heart that is about to crumble,
There is a scar that is greater than a scar

You were so mean, so cold
You weren't the person I used to know
Did you dislike me a lot?
Then you should've given me a chance to fix myself

I love you, I love you
If you hear this proclamation
Even if it's once, even if it's just for once
Can you please hug me warmly?

Because of you, I shed tears
Because of the tears, my heart is bruised
It hurts here

If just...

From beginning...
I should've love you 10 times from yesterday...
If i know it was going to be like this...
Our past happy moments were too short...
But it still enough for me...

My Love...
It's not what are you are the reason i fell in love with you
It's what became of my feelings when i'm with you
I'm sorry if i've changed...I never thought you didn't see love the way i saw...

If it's true the reason you left me...
Is because i've changed...
Then i'm most pathetic person...
Erasing my own love
That i gave everything away just to have it...

Are you sure that's the reason you didn't love me now...
If only God give me a choice...
I'll choose to live one more week with you and then just die...
Or if i knew it'll be going to be like this...
I could've just died earlier without knowing all of this happened to me...
And died with still knowing we were in love...

New Year

Dear...it's new year now...
What are you doing?
I miss you